- Fyodor Dostoyevsky, ‘Notes’ from The Underground
My mood just goes 📈📉📈📉📈📉every fucking day
it sucks, doesn’t it?
feeling like you’re not good enough, no matter how hard you try.
The urge to shift to another city and cut ties with everyone and start a new journey and visit bookstores and cafes and wear aesthetic clothes and be that mysterious quiet one who has a history and won’t speak of it.
Homesickness
1. Louise Glück
2. Franz Kafka
3. limer3nce
4. Miriam Adeney
“The feeling that she had never really lived in this world caught her by surprise. It was a fact. She had never lived. Even as a child, as far back as she could remember, she had done nothing but endure.”— Han Kang, The Vegetarian
“Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feeling nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”— o.m
It breaks my heart knowing there are so many beautiful souls out there questioning their worth because someone they loved made them feel unloveable.
healing is so weird. one day you’re fine, one day you’re not.
Richard siken / dave eggers
i need a hug that will break my bones and put my pieces back together
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, and I want to die.
But I don’t talk about it.
It’s more like, every day I go to bed, and I want to die.
But still I don’t talk about it.
“I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.”— Melissa Cox








